I drown myself 
in shallow water.  

All the anger I’ve kept inside 
Hidden deep beneath the surface 
Demands to be cast aside 
Expel the dark and let light reside

I’m just afraid 
That this pain will be forever 
Does anyone feel the same? 
Will I ever find my rest? 
Will I ever find my…

Feels like no matter where I go 
I end up feeling alone 
Let it burn, let it numb the pain 
So low but I wanna get higher

Something to dull the ache 
This could make or break me 
Feeling low but I wanna get higher

Tell me something good 
Even if it’s a lie 
Say that I’ll be alright 
The best that I can do is try to stay alive  

Why do you watch me drown in a river 
Of my own making? 
My grip is slipping, 
My spirit is breaking. 
Drown in a river 
I did this to myself.  

Watch me drown until the pain subsides.  

Feels like no matter where I go 
I end up feeling alone 
Let it burn, let it numb the pain 
So low but I wanna get higher

Something to dull the ache 
This could make or break me 
Feeling low but I wanna get higher

Tell me something good 
I need to feel alive 
With all this madness in my head 
I felt the light inside me die

No more swimming against the current 
No more spitting into the wind 
While I’m searching for my peace of mind 
I know it must come from within. 

Watch me drown in shallow water

Until the pain subsides, you’ll remain in my mind. 
You’ll remain in my mind, until the pain subsides.